So yesterday I posted something on Facebook, stating that I was “trying to figure out the rest of my life.” And one of my friends replied saying, “Come to Campus.” Seriously I want to go to CAMPUS a lot. We’ll see though, I have some other things to figure out.
But the study went okay. The person that I do the studies with I think may be trying to give too much information at once. So I want to study with the person alone and make sure that he understands things.
Afterwards I came back to the house and overlooked my paper, tomorrow is the day that I send it in the mail. Then we went to USM a little early and I typed some things out. I think the meeting went pretty well. I know that it was hard to receive. Then after the meeting we came back, and I was so hungry so I did something that I generally don’t do – I went out to eat a little late, but I got to meet the person at Subway and I want to offer them Bible studies. We’ll see, I walked a little bit more and talked with my friend from CA about what to do.
I think I just need to spend the rest of the night in prayer.
But to express my thoughts, the words of the song below I believe sincerely identify with myself today and right now. It was an old Irish hymn that was translated into English in 1912 by Eleanor H. Hull. In the Seventh-day Adventist Hymnal the 3 verse is not included, so I have included the most well known translation from the original.
Be Thou my Vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art.
Thou my best Thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.
Be Thou my Wisdom, and Thou my true Word;
I ever with Thee and Thou with me, Lord;
Thou my great Father, I Thy true son;
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.
Be Thou my battle Shield, Sword for the fight;
Be Thou my Dignity, Thou my Delight;
Thou my soul’s Shelter, Thou my high Tower:
Raise Thou me heavenward, O Power of my power.
Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise,
Thou mine Inheritance, now and always:
Thou and Thou only, first in my heart,
High King of Heaven, my Treasure Thou art.
High King of Heaven, my victory won,
May I reach Heaven’s joys, O bright Heaven’s Sun!
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall,
Still be my Vision, O Ruler of all.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
What do I do?
Since I was up a little later then usual, I didn’t wake up early enough to work out. All is well, I’m just not going to eat as much today. But I cannot get into this habit.
Dr. Finley had to go back to the GC, so he wasn’t here for class today, but another providential thing worked out after lunch. I saw Mrs. Finley running back into the church, and I said, “Do you need something?” And she said, “I forgot to find someone to pick up my husband from the aiport.” So I said, “What time does he come in?” And she said, “4:25.” So I said, “Hanif and I will pick him up.” And she said, “Are you sure?” “Yes” “Okay, because the last person that picked him up wasn’t there in time” “Well, don’t worry, we won’t be late. And I have his number just in case.” “Okay, thank you.”
So at 4:20 Hanif and I were at the airport and I got the opportunity to finally talk to Dr. Finley about some things that have been weighing heavily on my heart. I asked him several questions about working in differing areas, and then finally I ask him what I think I need to know more, “Where do you think I am needed the most?” In other words, where can I make the biggest difference in the world. And he told me, “Malcolm I have 5 places that I would suggest you looking into, and I’m going to tell you how to go about it.” So he listed 5 different places (Basically Northern New England Conference, Minnesota Conference, and anywhere in the Mid-America Union). Go to the Presidents of each of those conferences, and don’t write a resume, but actually make an appointment to visit with them and say, “Is there an area that you are having a hard time keeping a pastor and raising up churches?” “I am willing to sacrifice 3-5 years of my life and work there to raise up churches.” Then he said, “You are bound to get a job.”
WHAT DO I DO? It’s almost like I really needed to hear that, but I didn’t want to, because I know that it means a great deal of humility. He later said, “That’s how I started out, and because of that experience, I am the person that I am today.”
We took him to the meeting and I was able to talk with Chelsey, one of the Bible workers here, and she told me that if I am willing to go next year she knows that I will definitely have a job. Hmm, so that is now an option. Things are coming together…
But the meetings are going well. Tonight was the Mark of the Beast. Decisions are being made.
Dr. Finley had to go back to the GC, so he wasn’t here for class today, but another providential thing worked out after lunch. I saw Mrs. Finley running back into the church, and I said, “Do you need something?” And she said, “I forgot to find someone to pick up my husband from the aiport.” So I said, “What time does he come in?” And she said, “4:25.” So I said, “Hanif and I will pick him up.” And she said, “Are you sure?” “Yes” “Okay, because the last person that picked him up wasn’t there in time” “Well, don’t worry, we won’t be late. And I have his number just in case.” “Okay, thank you.”
So at 4:20 Hanif and I were at the airport and I got the opportunity to finally talk to Dr. Finley about some things that have been weighing heavily on my heart. I asked him several questions about working in differing areas, and then finally I ask him what I think I need to know more, “Where do you think I am needed the most?” In other words, where can I make the biggest difference in the world. And he told me, “Malcolm I have 5 places that I would suggest you looking into, and I’m going to tell you how to go about it.” So he listed 5 different places (Basically Northern New England Conference, Minnesota Conference, and anywhere in the Mid-America Union). Go to the Presidents of each of those conferences, and don’t write a resume, but actually make an appointment to visit with them and say, “Is there an area that you are having a hard time keeping a pastor and raising up churches?” “I am willing to sacrifice 3-5 years of my life and work there to raise up churches.” Then he said, “You are bound to get a job.”
WHAT DO I DO? It’s almost like I really needed to hear that, but I didn’t want to, because I know that it means a great deal of humility. He later said, “That’s how I started out, and because of that experience, I am the person that I am today.”
We took him to the meeting and I was able to talk with Chelsey, one of the Bible workers here, and she told me that if I am willing to go next year she knows that I will definitely have a job. Hmm, so that is now an option. Things are coming together…
But the meetings are going well. Tonight was the Mark of the Beast. Decisions are being made.
Update: The Present
I will admit, last night I stayed up pretty late. I had a pretty good conversation with a friend.
So last week I wrapped a present and sent it to be delivered for my friends birthday. On their birthday I got delivery confirmation that it was delivered, but for some reason she didn’t get it. So yesterday she finally got back to her dorm and talked with the person at the front desk, and they said that it was there, so she got the present and then asked to call me back so that she could carry it up to her room.
About 30-40 minutes later I received a call and she told me that she got the present and that “it was the best present that I have ever received for my birthday.” That was really good to know, because I’m not much of a present picker outer, haha. But she also got a note and said that she really liked it. Basically it was a note filled with compliments, which I generally steer away from; but I think that the time was all in the Lord’s hands because…
She not only got to experience a “second” birthday, but the letter was better for that day, because of some things that happened over the weekend. So God is truly good.
So last week I wrapped a present and sent it to be delivered for my friends birthday. On their birthday I got delivery confirmation that it was delivered, but for some reason she didn’t get it. So yesterday she finally got back to her dorm and talked with the person at the front desk, and they said that it was there, so she got the present and then asked to call me back so that she could carry it up to her room.
About 30-40 minutes later I received a call and she told me that she got the present and that “it was the best present that I have ever received for my birthday.” That was really good to know, because I’m not much of a present picker outer, haha. But she also got a note and said that she really liked it. Basically it was a note filled with compliments, which I generally steer away from; but I think that the time was all in the Lord’s hands because…
She not only got to experience a “second” birthday, but the letter was better for that day, because of some things that happened over the weekend. So God is truly good.
Monday, October 29, 2007
Today was good. After devotions, I spent the morning in class – it was a very good class over baptism: those who are ready and not ready. And then we went over the interest list. Basically I spent the whole time looking over going to Bogenhofen. A lot depends on how things develop in the next few months, but I realize that I still have to get my application in. We’ll see what I should do in the next year.
Afterwards we had a simple meal, Evita is not here today; but she’ll be back tomorrow. I got to spend a good number of the time talking with Mrs. Finley and she gave me some good advice, but I’m not sure how to apply it just now. I realize that I need to hold a public evangelistic series here in the States, but where? And with what support? I know that my problem is that I want to travel and do everything at once, but if I want to work with a church (which is where evangelism starts) I need to do a series at a local church, which means taking a few years out. What do I do? Germany, then Ph.D. and then work in a church? Or stay here and try to get hired and then work at a church?
After lunch I helped my friend with his resume, it was amazing to see everywhere that he has traveled. He’s going back to South Africa in about a month, but he’s leaving here his Saturday night. I’m going to miss him, he’s really grown on me. I think I included a picture of him the other day – he’s the tall Indian guy. Its really kind of him, but he has invited me to go to South Africa and visit him – an offer that will not be easy to resist for as long as I can help it.
After that I helped him get connected on Skype and then he took me to the library that I was at yesterday. Tonight is the night that I have basically completed my paper. I done except for a few corrections that I will be able to see tomorrow and fixing some things in the references. Other than for that I’m done for tonight and will be on the phone later, but I need to get going and get some exercise in for the day.
Afterwards we had a simple meal, Evita is not here today; but she’ll be back tomorrow. I got to spend a good number of the time talking with Mrs. Finley and she gave me some good advice, but I’m not sure how to apply it just now. I realize that I need to hold a public evangelistic series here in the States, but where? And with what support? I know that my problem is that I want to travel and do everything at once, but if I want to work with a church (which is where evangelism starts) I need to do a series at a local church, which means taking a few years out. What do I do? Germany, then Ph.D. and then work in a church? Or stay here and try to get hired and then work at a church?
After lunch I helped my friend with his resume, it was amazing to see everywhere that he has traveled. He’s going back to South Africa in about a month, but he’s leaving here his Saturday night. I’m going to miss him, he’s really grown on me. I think I included a picture of him the other day – he’s the tall Indian guy. Its really kind of him, but he has invited me to go to South Africa and visit him – an offer that will not be easy to resist for as long as I can help it.
After that I helped him get connected on Skype and then he took me to the library that I was at yesterday. Tonight is the night that I have basically completed my paper. I done except for a few corrections that I will be able to see tomorrow and fixing some things in the references. Other than for that I’m done for tonight and will be on the phone later, but I need to get going and get some exercise in for the day.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Today was basically spent on my paper. I am nearly done. I have a few sections left to type up. But basically I have the chapters complete – well at least with the information either in my mind or typed up and needing to be fixed. But I’m almost done. It will be completed tomorrow. I am excited. I am very sure that this is one of the most practical papers that I have and probably will write. The Lord has truly blessed me with it.
When I did wake up, I had a good devotion. I just realized yesterday that I only have about a hundred pages left until I have completed The Great Controversy, thus completely reading the entire Conflict of the Ages Series. I highly recommend any of the books from the series to anyone who wants to find out God. It has been amazing.
I will admit that I am trying to loose some body fat, so I had a smaller breakfast – I was actually considering doing a small fast. I think I’m just not going to eat as much as I generally do. But one great thing is that my arms are not sore anymore. So I’m going to work out like normal again. Its quite exciting.
It was nice, Lori, one of the ladies that I work with at the Revelation of Hope seminars, showed me where I could study on Sunday’s. So today I went to the University of New England, Westbrook Campus. There is a small library there, but its nice. The only thing is that I can only use the internet browsers, no other internet services on my computer. Which I guess was a good thing while I’m doing my report. That way I could not be contacted online.
But after spending a few hours on my paper I went back home, and tried to cook some Penne, but I put too much salt. Other than for that I think it would have turned out well. I think I’m going to try it again soon. I also need some mushrooms. I’ve been watching the cooking channel lately, because I’ve realized that I need to have more variety in my cooking.
But after that my friend picked me up and we went to BJ’s (which is wholesale store; I still like Costco much better), where he was able to get some fruits and vegetables for his juice fast this week. I think when I go to Andrews I’m going to juice a lot.
But afterwards I basically did laundry and then I went to work out – whereby I realized that I only lost 2 lbs after an hour and a half. Haha. But it was good. Afterwards I came back and finished watching this Korean movie called, “The Classic.” I liked it, it was pretty good. But then I read a little more, fixed some things on my paper, now its off to bed for me.
When I did wake up, I had a good devotion. I just realized yesterday that I only have about a hundred pages left until I have completed The Great Controversy, thus completely reading the entire Conflict of the Ages Series. I highly recommend any of the books from the series to anyone who wants to find out God. It has been amazing.
I will admit that I am trying to loose some body fat, so I had a smaller breakfast – I was actually considering doing a small fast. I think I’m just not going to eat as much as I generally do. But one great thing is that my arms are not sore anymore. So I’m going to work out like normal again. Its quite exciting.
It was nice, Lori, one of the ladies that I work with at the Revelation of Hope seminars, showed me where I could study on Sunday’s. So today I went to the University of New England, Westbrook Campus. There is a small library there, but its nice. The only thing is that I can only use the internet browsers, no other internet services on my computer. Which I guess was a good thing while I’m doing my report. That way I could not be contacted online.
But after spending a few hours on my paper I went back home, and tried to cook some Penne, but I put too much salt. Other than for that I think it would have turned out well. I think I’m going to try it again soon. I also need some mushrooms. I’ve been watching the cooking channel lately, because I’ve realized that I need to have more variety in my cooking.
But after that my friend picked me up and we went to BJ’s (which is wholesale store; I still like Costco much better), where he was able to get some fruits and vegetables for his juice fast this week. I think when I go to Andrews I’m going to juice a lot.
But afterwards I basically did laundry and then I went to work out – whereby I realized that I only lost 2 lbs after an hour and a half. Haha. But it was good. Afterwards I came back and finished watching this Korean movie called, “The Classic.” I liked it, it was pretty good. But then I read a little more, fixed some things on my paper, now its off to bed for me.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Trying to sleep early was not successful last night. First I got an unexpected phone call from a friend who’s currently in Tennessee. It was a good conversation. Then later that night I got a phone call from a friend in California. It was an interesting conversation, they were having some problems so we talked for a while. I didn’t get to sleep until 4:30 something this morning.
But I did wake up in time to get ready and get to church by 10, but I didn’t realize that they had a special Sabbath school that started at 9:30 for the new believers and those who are considering baptism. But I was able to help out a little bit.
The sermon, well, I think that’s all I’m going to say about it. But afterwards I came back to the house and made some good Asian noodles and dumplings. I think it turned out pretty well. Chris spent Sabbath with us. So we talked about our conversions, we had a study, and then we made some popcorn, smoothies, and watched one of David Asscherick’s sermons.
Then we went to the meetings. Tonight they started the baptismal courses. I decided that tonight was going to be the night that I take pictures with everyone. But things didn’t work out for trying to get a group shot with Dr. Finley. Hopefully next time. But here are these…
But I did wake up in time to get ready and get to church by 10, but I didn’t realize that they had a special Sabbath school that started at 9:30 for the new believers and those who are considering baptism. But I was able to help out a little bit.
The sermon, well, I think that’s all I’m going to say about it. But afterwards I came back to the house and made some good Asian noodles and dumplings. I think it turned out pretty well. Chris spent Sabbath with us. So we talked about our conversions, we had a study, and then we made some popcorn, smoothies, and watched one of David Asscherick’s sermons.
Then we went to the meetings. Tonight they started the baptismal courses. I decided that tonight was going to be the night that I take pictures with everyone. But things didn’t work out for trying to get a group shot with Dr. Finley. Hopefully next time. But here are these…
Friday, October 26, 2007
This morning was good. We had the day off, so I was able to accomplish a lot. Well, not really. But I had a good devotion. Afterwards I was going to go for a walk, and then I realized that I could ask Eric to use his bike. So I went for a bike ride to the bank, and then to the store. It was nice. I really miss having a bike.
When I got back, Hanif and I ate out at Macaroni Grill. It was much better than my last experience. But then he dropped me off at the library and I was able to get a few hours of studying in before sunset.
Afterwards I tried to rush to the store to get something for my breath because I realized that I had a lot of garlic and didn’t want to smell when I talked to people at the meetings. But it went well. I was able to get some gum and then I went to the meetings.
This time Nathan took me home and now I’m trying to go to sleep.
When I got back, Hanif and I ate out at Macaroni Grill. It was much better than my last experience. But then he dropped me off at the library and I was able to get a few hours of studying in before sunset.
Afterwards I tried to rush to the store to get something for my breath because I realized that I had a lot of garlic and didn’t want to smell when I talked to people at the meetings. But it went well. I was able to get some gum and then I went to the meetings.
This time Nathan took me home and now I’m trying to go to sleep.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Tickets to Brazil
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I had a hard time sleep last night because of the news that I had received yesterday. I don’t think I went to sleep until 2 this morning. But its okay, I initially woke up at 6:30 but didn’t really get up until a few minutes later and then took a shower and went for a devotional walk. I think it was good for me. I needed to just pray and walk this morning.
But I came back did my bed, cleaned up a little and then went to the church where I was able to get online and talk with my dad. Class was just amazing today. I totally keep forgetting to ask Dr. Finley if I can post notes online. But I am using part of the lecture material for my paper that I just realized is going to be due in about 3 weeks, so I am definitely going to be at the library working on that. I am sure that it will turn out okay, but I need a solid ‘A’ in this class.
After class we had another great lunch and then I came back to the house and received something that I have been waiting for – my tickets for Brazil. I’m so excited. I’ve never been to South American in my life. And now I get to go. I am going to be arriving there on Christmas day and get to spend Christmas on the plane and in São Paulo and Belo Horizonte. As wikipedia puts it:
It’s going to be an adventure I’m sure. Even if I don’t get to really do anything, it will be good to see some friends down there. They are greatly missed.
Basically the rest of the day has been spent in the library – where I have been able to talk to my friend from Brazil and type as much of this paper as I see adequate for today. I have actually typed more then I thought I would get done, and have further defined what I am actually writing. So the paper is coming along very well. Its exciting. Maybe I will post it on here too. But for today, this is what I am doing in my secret place…
I had a hard time sleep last night because of the news that I had received yesterday. I don’t think I went to sleep until 2 this morning. But its okay, I initially woke up at 6:30 but didn’t really get up until a few minutes later and then took a shower and went for a devotional walk. I think it was good for me. I needed to just pray and walk this morning.
But I came back did my bed, cleaned up a little and then went to the church where I was able to get online and talk with my dad. Class was just amazing today. I totally keep forgetting to ask Dr. Finley if I can post notes online. But I am using part of the lecture material for my paper that I just realized is going to be due in about 3 weeks, so I am definitely going to be at the library working on that. I am sure that it will turn out okay, but I need a solid ‘A’ in this class.
After class we had another great lunch and then I came back to the house and received something that I have been waiting for – my tickets for Brazil. I’m so excited. I’ve never been to South American in my life. And now I get to go. I am going to be arriving there on Christmas day and get to spend Christmas on the plane and in São Paulo and Belo Horizonte. As wikipedia puts it:
It has more inhabitants than any other South American country, and hosts one of the largest megalopolises of the world, whereof the main cities are the country's two largest; São Paulo and Rio de Janeiro. The region is very diverse, including the major business center of São Paulo, the historical cities of Minas Gerais and its capital Belo Horizonte, the third-largest metropolitan area in Brazil, the beaches of Rio de Janeiro, and the coast of Espírito Santo.
It’s going to be an adventure I’m sure. Even if I don’t get to really do anything, it will be good to see some friends down there. They are greatly missed.
Basically the rest of the day has been spent in the library – where I have been able to talk to my friend from Brazil and type as much of this paper as I see adequate for today. I have actually typed more then I thought I would get done, and have further defined what I am actually writing. So the paper is coming along very well. Its exciting. Maybe I will post it on here too. But for today, this is what I am doing in my secret place…
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Et tu Brute?
Alright, today was a good class. Dr. Finley spoke to us about questions on the State of the Dead. It was very powerful. I think I will ask him if I would be permitted to post my notes online. Hopefully he has no objection.
After class we had a great meal, and then Chris and I rushed to give a study. Actually he dropped me off and then had to go to Staples to have copies made of tonight’s lesson. After every meeting for the series, we give them a lesson to study afterwards. I really want to implement this into my ministry. Which means I need to write out the evangelistic series information. When Chris was done getting the order in he came back to the study, and we presented the Three Angels’ Messages of Revelation 14. This is one of the most important messages of our time, and is probably one of my favorites. Its exciting, but I felt bad because he wanted more and we wanted to him to know more, but he wants ready, and we both knew that. but it went well.
When we were done with the study we went back to Staples and picked up the lessons. It was kind of expensive, I had paid for it, but I’m going to get reimbursed tomorrow; or at least I really hope so. But then Chris dropped me off at the library.
To say this first though, the series of meetings are going well. We have an average 60-70 non Adventists. But tonights topic was very hard because it was on Babylon in Revelation. So its going to be hard.
But, when I arrived at the library I first had to find a place to sit. And then I was doing a few things online and the next thing you know it Jill pops up. And I was like, “oh, Jill is back from Asia.” So we started to talk, and I just got the most interesting information – Jill is officially dating someone.* And not just anyone, but one of my closest friends. Since I don’t believe they would really mind me talking about it on this, because they shouldn’t be scared of telling others that they are together; but it should be a joyous moment for them. But did anyone know that Jeremy and Jill are in a relationship? Am I the only one who didn’t know? Why didn’t anyone tell me?
To be honest, I am not mad. I don’t know what to fully think about it right now; but I do know some things are for sure: this is very odd. I mean I have mixed emotions between feeling odd and elated. Its odd because Jeremy is one of those friends that I would always confide in about Jill. And its just different. And it is now forever going to be different between all of us as friends. Jill and I will never talk the same; even though I am sure we would wish to be friends. But I know what it is like to like someone and then they be talking to their ex; it just doesn’t go well. So I have come to the conclusion that Jill, Jeremy, and I are not going to be the same again. It almost feels like I am loosing two friends at the same time, at least friends on those terms and at that level. It’s just going to be different from now on.
Yet, on the other hand I feel great about the whole thing; because now it seems like I am free. I remember Jill saying that she “was never going to get married, because” she could only love me. And though for a while I thought the same thing for a little while, I believed that I would never be able to fully move on. But things changed, and I remember one day saying that I am probably going to get married someday. Its odd too, because its now more likely that she’s going to get married before myself, even though she was much more emotional about the situation and very serious about not getting into a new relationship. Yet its great because all the people who made me feel guilty that she was never going to move on, but is forever going to be in love with me are now wrong! And not just that, but now it is almost as if God says, “Malcolm, it is now okay for you to move on.” Not that I have still had feelings for her, but now that I can engage in another relationship again. So it feels great at the same time.
On another hand, I am excited because so much is going to be happening in the next 24 hours.
*For those of you who don’t know, Jill and I dated for over a year and half and planned on getting married. But we were friends before we dated, and we remained good friends afterwards.
I think this is one of the few pictures that I have kept since...
After class we had a great meal, and then Chris and I rushed to give a study. Actually he dropped me off and then had to go to Staples to have copies made of tonight’s lesson. After every meeting for the series, we give them a lesson to study afterwards. I really want to implement this into my ministry. Which means I need to write out the evangelistic series information. When Chris was done getting the order in he came back to the study, and we presented the Three Angels’ Messages of Revelation 14. This is one of the most important messages of our time, and is probably one of my favorites. Its exciting, but I felt bad because he wanted more and we wanted to him to know more, but he wants ready, and we both knew that. but it went well.
When we were done with the study we went back to Staples and picked up the lessons. It was kind of expensive, I had paid for it, but I’m going to get reimbursed tomorrow; or at least I really hope so. But then Chris dropped me off at the library.
To say this first though, the series of meetings are going well. We have an average 60-70 non Adventists. But tonights topic was very hard because it was on Babylon in Revelation. So its going to be hard.
But, when I arrived at the library I first had to find a place to sit. And then I was doing a few things online and the next thing you know it Jill pops up. And I was like, “oh, Jill is back from Asia.” So we started to talk, and I just got the most interesting information – Jill is officially dating someone.* And not just anyone, but one of my closest friends. Since I don’t believe they would really mind me talking about it on this, because they shouldn’t be scared of telling others that they are together; but it should be a joyous moment for them. But did anyone know that Jeremy and Jill are in a relationship? Am I the only one who didn’t know? Why didn’t anyone tell me?
To be honest, I am not mad. I don’t know what to fully think about it right now; but I do know some things are for sure: this is very odd. I mean I have mixed emotions between feeling odd and elated. Its odd because Jeremy is one of those friends that I would always confide in about Jill. And its just different. And it is now forever going to be different between all of us as friends. Jill and I will never talk the same; even though I am sure we would wish to be friends. But I know what it is like to like someone and then they be talking to their ex; it just doesn’t go well. So I have come to the conclusion that Jill, Jeremy, and I are not going to be the same again. It almost feels like I am loosing two friends at the same time, at least friends on those terms and at that level. It’s just going to be different from now on.
Yet, on the other hand I feel great about the whole thing; because now it seems like I am free. I remember Jill saying that she “was never going to get married, because” she could only love me. And though for a while I thought the same thing for a little while, I believed that I would never be able to fully move on. But things changed, and I remember one day saying that I am probably going to get married someday. Its odd too, because its now more likely that she’s going to get married before myself, even though she was much more emotional about the situation and very serious about not getting into a new relationship. Yet its great because all the people who made me feel guilty that she was never going to move on, but is forever going to be in love with me are now wrong! And not just that, but now it is almost as if God says, “Malcolm, it is now okay for you to move on.” Not that I have still had feelings for her, but now that I can engage in another relationship again. So it feels great at the same time.
On another hand, I am excited because so much is going to be happening in the next 24 hours.
*For those of you who don’t know, Jill and I dated for over a year and half and planned on getting married. But we were friends before we dated, and we remained good friends afterwards.
I think this is one of the few pictures that I have kept since...
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Fall Colors
I didn’t get up early enough to work out. I was too tired. But we had another amazing class with Dr. Finley. Afterwards, whereby Hanif and I went out. We didn’t really get to go to that many houses, and only one of them was cool. The last one we went to we had a sour taste about. But the second house we went to was nice. I even decided to take some fall pictures before it gets all blown away. I think these turned out pretty well, what do you think? The last one is my favorite.
After visitations we went to the Korean/Asian market so that I could get my food. What can I say, I’m miss Asian food. And then we went to get a smoothie. And then we went to the meeting a little early.
I believe that tonight went well. We didn’t have as many people initially, but it picked up like normal. I think I’m just going to go through with my regular plans after the graduate program, which is:
Go to Bogenhofen to study German for a year
Do evangelism in the summers
Go to Colonoge to study French for a year (or go in the summer for a few months)
And then do my Ph.D. somewhere in Europe. I would truly love to go to University of Edinburgh.
We’ll see though, the Lord will have to lead on this one…
After visitations we went to the Korean/Asian market so that I could get my food. What can I say, I’m miss Asian food. And then we went to get a smoothie. And then we went to the meeting a little early.
I believe that tonight went well. We didn’t have as many people initially, but it picked up like normal. I think I’m just going to go through with my regular plans after the graduate program, which is:
Go to Bogenhofen to study German for a year
Do evangelism in the summers
Go to Colonoge to study French for a year (or go in the summer for a few months)
And then do my Ph.D. somewhere in Europe. I would truly love to go to University of Edinburgh.
We’ll see though, the Lord will have to lead on this one…
Monday, October 22, 2007
Except We Forget... A Call, A Package, & Brazil
Does anyone realize what today is? I once wrote in a previous journal about this. Let’s see if anyone remembers:
Second only to Muslims in believing that something happened in 1844, Seventh-day Adventist saw a great importance in the events and message that has called us as a Church prophetically into existence. Bringing together much Bible study and prayer, a movement saw the soon coming of Christ as the New Testament writers once believed. But as the Lord delayed, prophecy was coming together and much time was now devoted to gather information. The call that only Seventh-day Adventists have been given plays one of the founding principles of the sanctuary message. The disappointment in 1844 brought about God’s spirit united with a once small group of believers that after the scoffing and ridicule, was blessed by God in the spirit of prophecy and the need to study, study, study and fervently pray over “where did we err?”
1844’s importance hinges on the message of the sanctuary and the three angels’ messages of Revelation 14. These messages combined bring the solution and the significance that only Seventh-day Adventists hold. The importance brings the sanctuary message – Christ’s movement in the Most Holy Place in 1844, the larger picture of the day/hour of atonement; the Sabbath truth; the Spirit of Prophecy; the assurance that Christ Second Advent is still in the future; and God electing a distinguished people to spread this “gospel of a kingdom…into all the world as a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.”
“We have nothing to fear for the future, except as we shall forget the way the Lord has led us, and His teaching in our past history” (LS, p. 196).
Wow, that was something that I wrote nearly 3 ½ years ago. I think if one searchers for it, they can find it. But yes today is another anniversary of 1844’s great October 22 disappointment. But that wasn’t all happened today.
Class was good, I got to talk with Dr. Finley about many things, and he has actually invited me to join them for an oversees series. That’s one that I would really like to be involved with. Like he learned from the feet of Tyndal, I would like to learn from him. We will see how the Lord leads. But today Hanif and I went out, and it just wasn’t happening, so we are going to go out for visitations tomorrow. It should be better than.
We were just both too tired today. But tomorrow will be better, I’m sure of it. Oh, I talked with my friend from Brazil and it looks like I'm going to be going to Brazil. I'm excited. So tomorrow will be good. I'm getting a ticket for Brazil.
Second only to Muslims in believing that something happened in 1844, Seventh-day Adventist saw a great importance in the events and message that has called us as a Church prophetically into existence. Bringing together much Bible study and prayer, a movement saw the soon coming of Christ as the New Testament writers once believed. But as the Lord delayed, prophecy was coming together and much time was now devoted to gather information. The call that only Seventh-day Adventists have been given plays one of the founding principles of the sanctuary message. The disappointment in 1844 brought about God’s spirit united with a once small group of believers that after the scoffing and ridicule, was blessed by God in the spirit of prophecy and the need to study, study, study and fervently pray over “where did we err?”
1844’s importance hinges on the message of the sanctuary and the three angels’ messages of Revelation 14. These messages combined bring the solution and the significance that only Seventh-day Adventists hold. The importance brings the sanctuary message – Christ’s movement in the Most Holy Place in 1844, the larger picture of the day/hour of atonement; the Sabbath truth; the Spirit of Prophecy; the assurance that Christ Second Advent is still in the future; and God electing a distinguished people to spread this “gospel of a kingdom…into all the world as a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.”
“We have nothing to fear for the future, except as we shall forget the way the Lord has led us, and His teaching in our past history” (LS, p. 196).
Wow, that was something that I wrote nearly 3 ½ years ago. I think if one searchers for it, they can find it. But yes today is another anniversary of 1844’s great October 22 disappointment. But that wasn’t all happened today.
Class was good, I got to talk with Dr. Finley about many things, and he has actually invited me to join them for an oversees series. That’s one that I would really like to be involved with. Like he learned from the feet of Tyndal, I would like to learn from him. We will see how the Lord leads. But today Hanif and I went out, and it just wasn’t happening, so we are going to go out for visitations tomorrow. It should be better than.
We were just both too tired today. But tomorrow will be better, I’m sure of it. Oh, I talked with my friend from Brazil and it looks like I'm going to be going to Brazil. I'm excited. So tomorrow will be good. I'm getting a ticket for Brazil.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Wrapping It Up
Since I slept in a bit yesterday morning, I had a hard time trying to sleep last night, so I actually stayed up and watched a good movie. The title was “Flying Boys.” It is the true story of a few Americans who were some of the first pilots to be involved in WWI. For those of you who don’t know, the ability for the human race to fly didn’t happen until a few years before WWI and was certainly not greatly used until WWII. After the first Great War, planes were used for delivering mail, and eventually adopted many years later into commercial use.
But when I woke up this morning, I had some good reading. I was able to read a bit more from a new book I got about W.W. Prescott. I’ve just read about the first 50 pages. Its easy reading, so I don’t mind it at all. But I walked over to the Shaw’s center down the street and got some things so that I can send off a package tomorrow.
It was there that I received a call from a friend and told him that I disagree that my work in the future is to just stay in the US. I want to be an international evangelist. Last night I was also able to talk with Dr. Johnson before he left, and I have been invited to go to India to do a full out evangelistic series. He promised me at least 50 Bible workers. He would also like me to speak at Spicer College and hold revival meetings a year in advance. So, I am going to India. I’m excited. I truly believe that my work for the Lord will take me world wide. I mean why would I limit myself.
Basically though I stayed at the house nearly all day. I went to work out and went for a little walk. It was good. But I read a good bit today and just chilled. But the days are going to get in full swing again. It’s been hot this weekend, and its going to get more like fall weather again. Maybe I’ll take more pictures tomorrow…
But when I woke up this morning, I had some good reading. I was able to read a bit more from a new book I got about W.W. Prescott. I’ve just read about the first 50 pages. Its easy reading, so I don’t mind it at all. But I walked over to the Shaw’s center down the street and got some things so that I can send off a package tomorrow.
It was there that I received a call from a friend and told him that I disagree that my work in the future is to just stay in the US. I want to be an international evangelist. Last night I was also able to talk with Dr. Johnson before he left, and I have been invited to go to India to do a full out evangelistic series. He promised me at least 50 Bible workers. He would also like me to speak at Spicer College and hold revival meetings a year in advance. So, I am going to India. I’m excited. I truly believe that my work for the Lord will take me world wide. I mean why would I limit myself.
Basically though I stayed at the house nearly all day. I went to work out and went for a little walk. It was good. But I read a good bit today and just chilled. But the days are going to get in full swing again. It’s been hot this weekend, and its going to get more like fall weather again. Maybe I’ll take more pictures tomorrow…
Saturday, October 20, 2007
This Sabbath was a true blessing, excluding the fact that I woke up a bit late. Last night I stayed up late talking with Eric about some things. It was a good conversation.
I was probably one of the last ones to arrive at the church, but I still got there by 10 o’clock. We started a little later then usual, because its going to be the first Sabbath that the evangelistic members are going to celebrate with us. It was exciting. Dr. Johnson, the Indian evangelist, told a mission spotlight kind of a thing, and Dr. Finley spoke for the service. It was a very good message. Those are the kind of messages that I need to hear, the ones that are heart convicting, and life changing. The church was packed much more then usual, I even took a few pictures.
The afternoon was basically spent with Stacy and Nathan. Afterwards, whereby, Nathan left for Mass. He’s always gone. Sometimes its nice, and many other times its not. But it can get kind of lonely, in a non gay way.
Since I spent more of the afternoon alone, I watch many of the mission Spotlights. You can download them from iTunes. Its amazing to see the church develop worldwide. I was really convicted today. Something really came over me, but it really made me cry to see souls giving their lives to Christ. It was amazing though just seeing people commit their lives to Christ.
"Commit thy ways unto the Lord, so shall thy thoughts be established." Proverbs 16:3
Looking over everything that is happening really makes me want to be a soul-winner in regard to being an Evangelist. I strongly believe that that is my calling. And I need to work so much to prepare myself for this great undertaking. I'm going to try to do everything that I can to seriously follow Proverbs 16:3. Oh, Lord, help me.
But the series of meetings went well. I was convicted to finally be attending them. They are going well, but I think Mrs. Finley is having a harder time connecting with the audience then with her class. It was nice though, I finally got to talk more with those are attending the meeting, and they are really enjoying it. At least I can say that confidently for a few people.
It was nice though, because the Filipino's came to the meeting, and we got to take some pictures together. They were also here for church, and it was nice to see them again.
Things are going good though…
I was probably one of the last ones to arrive at the church, but I still got there by 10 o’clock. We started a little later then usual, because its going to be the first Sabbath that the evangelistic members are going to celebrate with us. It was exciting. Dr. Johnson, the Indian evangelist, told a mission spotlight kind of a thing, and Dr. Finley spoke for the service. It was a very good message. Those are the kind of messages that I need to hear, the ones that are heart convicting, and life changing. The church was packed much more then usual, I even took a few pictures.
The afternoon was basically spent with Stacy and Nathan. Afterwards, whereby, Nathan left for Mass. He’s always gone. Sometimes its nice, and many other times its not. But it can get kind of lonely, in a non gay way.
Since I spent more of the afternoon alone, I watch many of the mission Spotlights. You can download them from iTunes. Its amazing to see the church develop worldwide. I was really convicted today. Something really came over me, but it really made me cry to see souls giving their lives to Christ. It was amazing though just seeing people commit their lives to Christ.
"Commit thy ways unto the Lord, so shall thy thoughts be established." Proverbs 16:3
Looking over everything that is happening really makes me want to be a soul-winner in regard to being an Evangelist. I strongly believe that that is my calling. And I need to work so much to prepare myself for this great undertaking. I'm going to try to do everything that I can to seriously follow Proverbs 16:3. Oh, Lord, help me.
But the series of meetings went well. I was convicted to finally be attending them. They are going well, but I think Mrs. Finley is having a harder time connecting with the audience then with her class. It was nice though, I finally got to talk more with those are attending the meeting, and they are really enjoying it. At least I can say that confidently for a few people.
It was nice though, because the Filipino's came to the meeting, and we got to take some pictures together. They were also here for church, and it was nice to see them again.
Things are going good though…
Friday, October 19, 2007
Today was busy, I finally got the package that I was expecting; but one of the books that I ordered was not exactly what I thought it was. Its actually a kids book. But I don’t know how to return it so I think I’m just going to keep it.
We had a little bit of class this morning. Dr. Finley is quite a theologian. He has so much to share. I have been blessed by it. Dr. King is also up here with the students from Southern for the Heritage tour. I really wish that I could have joined them, but at least he called me. That was very nice of him. It was good to be able to talk with him.
The series of meetings are going well. It was nice, we had a person from India visit us. He is actually the Union Evangelist for one of the union’s in India. I’m hoping to talk with him before he goes, he’s leaving on Sunday morning. Hopefully tomorrow. He gave some incredible testimonies. I guess he’s going to be speaking for some of the services tomorrow. So until then…
We had a little bit of class this morning. Dr. Finley is quite a theologian. He has so much to share. I have been blessed by it. Dr. King is also up here with the students from Southern for the Heritage tour. I really wish that I could have joined them, but at least he called me. That was very nice of him. It was good to be able to talk with him.
The series of meetings are going well. It was nice, we had a person from India visit us. He is actually the Union Evangelist for one of the union’s in India. I’m hoping to talk with him before he goes, he’s leaving on Sunday morning. Hopefully tomorrow. He gave some incredible testimonies. I guess he’s going to be speaking for some of the services tomorrow. So until then…
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Red Sox Game
This morning was probably one of the better mornings that I’ve had. I woke up and had devotions, then I went to work out. When I got back I got ready and was early for a workers meeting. Dr. Finley also taught us a bit. I think this time I’m actually going to include some of my notes below. Check them out.
After class I went to the library and studied nearly the whole afternoon. Well, really I just talked with a friend and wrote some things out. When I was done studying I tried to take some pictures from the library. I think a few of them turned out alright. What do you think?
Hanif picked me up after that, and we went to a house where we thought there was going to be some Asians that way I could talk with them; but the guy wasn’t who we expected. He was adopted at 7 months, so he doesn’t really know anything. It was odd, but we still invited them out to the meetings and gave him a flyer and book. We’ll see what the Lord does with that.
Then we stopped at Shaw’s (local grocery market place) and got an Odwalla and real popcorn, where we met Nathan. So then we went back to the house made some popcorn, only to realize we don’t have a good pan, but we made one batch of good popcorn, and watched the Red Sox’s game. I’m not sure how the rest of the game went; but last I saw it was tied 1-1.
Tomorrow is going to be busy I’m sure. We’ll just have to see…
After class I went to the library and studied nearly the whole afternoon. Well, really I just talked with a friend and wrote some things out. When I was done studying I tried to take some pictures from the library. I think a few of them turned out alright. What do you think?
Hanif picked me up after that, and we went to a house where we thought there was going to be some Asians that way I could talk with them; but the guy wasn’t who we expected. He was adopted at 7 months, so he doesn’t really know anything. It was odd, but we still invited them out to the meetings and gave him a flyer and book. We’ll see what the Lord does with that.
Then we stopped at Shaw’s (local grocery market place) and got an Odwalla and real popcorn, where we met Nathan. So then we went back to the house made some popcorn, only to realize we don’t have a good pan, but we made one batch of good popcorn, and watched the Red Sox’s game. I’m not sure how the rest of the game went; but last I saw it was tied 1-1.
Tomorrow is going to be busy I’m sure. We’ll just have to see…
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
II Timothy 4:2-4
Today was good. I had a good workout. Class was good. Afterwards we had a good study with our contact. This time for our lesson we had him give us the study – I think that it went really well. I am so going to implement that idea into future studies that I have with people. It gives them confidence that they can teach others how to give a Bible study, and it prepares them to be a better Adventist.
Afterwards we went to some different stores. I finally got new shoes, and some sweatpants, and then I also got some gloves so that I can still run in the morning. I’m trying to make sure that I’m not only good and fit, but that I can run for a good distance. This will help to prepare me.
But one of the most interesting things really happened later. At the meetings this past evening something went wrong with the computer. And all of a sudden Mark Finley got up and started preaching. It was just amazing. God has truly gifted him.
I also found out that the ride that someone offered me to Michigan this weekend is not going to go. But yeah… I guess today has given me some time to reflect on a few things. It was nice I was also able talk to my friend from Brazil again. I also returned some e-mails and I’m still trying to figure out my identity. We’ll see what happens tomorrow…
Afterwards we went to some different stores. I finally got new shoes, and some sweatpants, and then I also got some gloves so that I can still run in the morning. I’m trying to make sure that I’m not only good and fit, but that I can run for a good distance. This will help to prepare me.
But one of the most interesting things really happened later. At the meetings this past evening something went wrong with the computer. And all of a sudden Mark Finley got up and started preaching. It was just amazing. God has truly gifted him.
I also found out that the ride that someone offered me to Michigan this weekend is not going to go. But yeah… I guess today has given me some time to reflect on a few things. It was nice I was also able talk to my friend from Brazil again. I also returned some e-mails and I’m still trying to figure out my identity. We’ll see what happens tomorrow…
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
I’m getting back into routine of working out. I woke up this morning and worked out. It was good; one can’t go too long without working out, or else they are going to get lethargic or something.
I have come to the clear and set idea that someone has been using my soap. That’s just disgusting. So I’m going to talk to different people individually. That is just not right.
But class was okay. I am now in charge of recording every class, well at least for today; but I forgot to press the record button. I feel pretty bad. But she was cool about it. I also had to call Mark Finley about books, because most of the books that I have tried to look-up that he wanted me to get I just couldn’t find. I hope that he gets my message.
Angelo came today. It was nice to see, especially since now I have the finances taken care over for what I am supposed to do with the money for that. I will be paying them next month.
After class, prayer, and a great meal, I went to the library. And to be honest I just wasn’t motivated today. I think its because I’m not resting as well at night – its just getting really cold here. Every morning I just want to sleep longer. Its not good for me. Especially since I’m trying to get to bed by 10.
Afterwards I walked to the Abrahamson Center for the meetings. I have been instructed that I must be early tomorrow because I will be doing the scanner nearly the whole time. The meeting went well. It was on the change of the Sabbath. It went really well for a Sabbath sermon. There were a lot of returns. It was great.
It was nice, I was also able to talk to my friend in Brazil. I guess she’s doing pretty good. She’s no longer an Atheist, but an Agnostic – which is a huge step. But it was nice talking to her. It was cool though, because I was able to find her Facebook. I was also able to talk with Dr. King about what classes are going to be offered next summer, that way I can make sure that I graduate by the end of next summer. We’ll see how that works out.
After the meetings Lori took me home and showed me where I can study on Sunday’s. There’s a closer library to where I live, which will be good for Sunday’s.
I guess we’ll see what happens tomorrow...
I have come to the clear and set idea that someone has been using my soap. That’s just disgusting. So I’m going to talk to different people individually. That is just not right.
But class was okay. I am now in charge of recording every class, well at least for today; but I forgot to press the record button. I feel pretty bad. But she was cool about it. I also had to call Mark Finley about books, because most of the books that I have tried to look-up that he wanted me to get I just couldn’t find. I hope that he gets my message.
Angelo came today. It was nice to see, especially since now I have the finances taken care over for what I am supposed to do with the money for that. I will be paying them next month.
After class, prayer, and a great meal, I went to the library. And to be honest I just wasn’t motivated today. I think its because I’m not resting as well at night – its just getting really cold here. Every morning I just want to sleep longer. Its not good for me. Especially since I’m trying to get to bed by 10.
Afterwards I walked to the Abrahamson Center for the meetings. I have been instructed that I must be early tomorrow because I will be doing the scanner nearly the whole time. The meeting went well. It was on the change of the Sabbath. It went really well for a Sabbath sermon. There were a lot of returns. It was great.
It was nice, I was also able to talk to my friend in Brazil. I guess she’s doing pretty good. She’s no longer an Atheist, but an Agnostic – which is a huge step. But it was nice talking to her. It was cool though, because I was able to find her Facebook. I was also able to talk with Dr. King about what classes are going to be offered next summer, that way I can make sure that I graduate by the end of next summer. We’ll see how that works out.
After the meetings Lori took me home and showed me where I can study on Sunday’s. There’s a closer library to where I live, which will be good for Sunday’s.
I guess we’ll see what happens tomorrow...
Monday, October 15, 2007
Today was nice. We did visitation after class. And the food is always great. One thing is that I need to get back into working out. Last night was cold, so I woke up a few times and found myself a bit hot. But I didn’t sleep that well I guess. So while we were going out to do visitation I feel asleep at first.
It was nice though, because after I woke up we were determined to do our reading for the class. So Hanif drives and I read the whole time – we finished two of our readings. It was good. I was able to complete a lot of our reading.
As we drove though I took some pictures. It was nice. Fall is really nice around here, or autumn or whatever you call it. But New England is nice. It was interesting though, because as we were driving around we saw something interesting. And then an interesting person walked out so we drove away as fast as we could. It was just interesting.
After I believe about 4 hours or so we arrived back at the house, and guess what tonight is? It’s the finals for the American League, well and National League baseball games. Sad to say, the Diamondbacks lost, and so did the Red Sox. But we were able to watch part of the Red Sox game because we got the TV to work in our house. Man does it bring back memories. Haha. Those were different days.
Till tomorrow…
It was nice though, because after I woke up we were determined to do our reading for the class. So Hanif drives and I read the whole time – we finished two of our readings. It was good. I was able to complete a lot of our reading.
As we drove though I took some pictures. It was nice. Fall is really nice around here, or autumn or whatever you call it. But New England is nice. It was interesting though, because as we were driving around we saw something interesting. And then an interesting person walked out so we drove away as fast as we could. It was just interesting.
After I believe about 4 hours or so we arrived back at the house, and guess what tonight is? It’s the finals for the American League, well and National League baseball games. Sad to say, the Diamondbacks lost, and so did the Red Sox. But we were able to watch part of the Red Sox game because we got the TV to work in our house. Man does it bring back memories. Haha. Those were different days.
Till tomorrow…
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Today was just restful. “Howbeit this only cometh but by prayer and fasting.” This morning I determined not to eat, until I was secure with the Lord that I had assurance. So I fasted until the last time I ate, which was sometime yesterday. I didn’t realize how hard it was to fast until it got to those last few hours. It was good for me though.
I accomplished a good number today. I had a good devotion; did laundry; watched the movie Amazing Grace. It just came out last year. And if any of you really know me, I was very much inspired by the story of John Newton. Well this movie takes place after Newton wrote that song and talks about William Wilberforce and his movement against the abolition of slavery. It was very inspiring – it is probably the only movie that made me tear more than once. It was very moving.
Afterwards I practiced trying to learn this new language. I think my pronunciation is getting better. I also think that I need to practice like twice a day – in the morning and in the evening – I should also practice writing it as often as I can. But I believe that it is good for me.
I was finally able to read a good bit of a book that I bought a few months ago. I am determined to finish at least a book a week – probably not the two books a week that I was doing last year, but just a book a week until next semester or at least until winter.
One nice thing is that I was able to walk around a little and see the beautiful fall colors. There is something that Arizona just doesn't have.
Oh, I also registered for GYC (Generation of Youth for Christ) and started getting ready for my friends birthday. I actually have a few friends who have their birthday’s this month. We’ll see how many of them I remember. But today I just really felt close to the Lord. I was able to walk around and just admire nature. I tried to get some good pictures, but I think I’m going to get a new camera – well at least before I go to Africa. I really want to take some good pictures while I go there. It has to either be pictures or video footage – we’ll see what I conclude in the end.
Oh I finally talked with one of my friends and they told me another story about their trip to Andrews. Haha, its always a joy talking to you. Hope to see you at GYC.
PS – the landlord finally turned the heat on. All I know is that yesterday it was down in the 40’s if not 30’s. Thank you Lord.
I accomplished a good number today. I had a good devotion; did laundry; watched the movie Amazing Grace. It just came out last year. And if any of you really know me, I was very much inspired by the story of John Newton. Well this movie takes place after Newton wrote that song and talks about William Wilberforce and his movement against the abolition of slavery. It was very inspiring – it is probably the only movie that made me tear more than once. It was very moving.
Afterwards I practiced trying to learn this new language. I think my pronunciation is getting better. I also think that I need to practice like twice a day – in the morning and in the evening – I should also practice writing it as often as I can. But I believe that it is good for me.
I was finally able to read a good bit of a book that I bought a few months ago. I am determined to finish at least a book a week – probably not the two books a week that I was doing last year, but just a book a week until next semester or at least until winter.
One nice thing is that I was able to walk around a little and see the beautiful fall colors. There is something that Arizona just doesn't have.
Oh, I also registered for GYC (Generation of Youth for Christ) and started getting ready for my friends birthday. I actually have a few friends who have their birthday’s this month. We’ll see how many of them I remember. But today I just really felt close to the Lord. I was able to walk around and just admire nature. I tried to get some good pictures, but I think I’m going to get a new camera – well at least before I go to Africa. I really want to take some good pictures while I go there. It has to either be pictures or video footage – we’ll see what I conclude in the end.
Oh I finally talked with one of my friends and they told me another story about their trip to Andrews. Haha, its always a joy talking to you. Hope to see you at GYC.
PS – the landlord finally turned the heat on. All I know is that yesterday it was down in the 40’s if not 30’s. Thank you Lord.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Wow, today was just packed. This morning I woke up pretty early for a Sabbath day, honestly I can sleep in a little more on Sabbaths, but it was like I was awake by the Lord a little early. It is a little nice – not that Nathan is bad, but Nathan went home this weekend with Eric, so I have the room to myself for the weekend, and I think that it may be for me to just spend some extra time with the Lord.
But we left at 8:30 for the church and didn’t arrive until 9:20 because we got lost. But it was still a nice drive. I’ve added some pictures below. I really love this church. It’s a small church and it feels like it is just tucked away. I believe that the sermon went well. It is truly a sermon that I know the Lord has given me to preach to his people time and time again.
Hanif and James, who came along, left after the sermon. So I confirmed with the Filipino family if they would take me back later. They were graciously willing. So I was able to stay for Sabbath school. It was interesting – I Peter 4:12ff. The discussion I believe was good. Afterwards I was invited by one of the younger families present to spend the Sabbath with them. They had cooked and such and wanted to bring me along. How kind? We need more of that in our churches these days. But I had to inform them that I was going to be with the Filipino family.
After the services I was able to talk with the different people at the church and then they drove me back to my place. When we arrived they invited me to attend a party with a lot of Filipino’s, so I was like sure, I’m just going to go and change. We went back to their house and ate and I got to spend some time with their eldest son, who is only two years old, Gian. He’s cute. I think he just needs someone to spend more time with.
Afterwards we went to the Filipino party, and sometimes I forget what its really like when there are only a few Adventists present. But yes, I was able to eat some good Pancit, and then some Filipino desserts. It was good.
At about 5:40 something we left because I had to get back to the meeting. Gideon was truly kind to me. When I got to the meetings, things went well. The kids also sang tonight for special music. It was cute.
Oh, I got my confirmation. Things will still work out. But I will just say that I must be a Uriah and refrain. I must stay here at the battle front. There will come another time. Thank you Pastor Noles.
But we left at 8:30 for the church and didn’t arrive until 9:20 because we got lost. But it was still a nice drive. I’ve added some pictures below. I really love this church. It’s a small church and it feels like it is just tucked away. I believe that the sermon went well. It is truly a sermon that I know the Lord has given me to preach to his people time and time again.
Hanif and James, who came along, left after the sermon. So I confirmed with the Filipino family if they would take me back later. They were graciously willing. So I was able to stay for Sabbath school. It was interesting – I Peter 4:12ff. The discussion I believe was good. Afterwards I was invited by one of the younger families present to spend the Sabbath with them. They had cooked and such and wanted to bring me along. How kind? We need more of that in our churches these days. But I had to inform them that I was going to be with the Filipino family.
After the services I was able to talk with the different people at the church and then they drove me back to my place. When we arrived they invited me to attend a party with a lot of Filipino’s, so I was like sure, I’m just going to go and change. We went back to their house and ate and I got to spend some time with their eldest son, who is only two years old, Gian. He’s cute. I think he just needs someone to spend more time with.
Afterwards we went to the Filipino party, and sometimes I forget what its really like when there are only a few Adventists present. But yes, I was able to eat some good Pancit, and then some Filipino desserts. It was good.
At about 5:40 something we left because I had to get back to the meeting. Gideon was truly kind to me. When I got to the meetings, things went well. The kids also sang tonight for special music. It was cute.
Oh, I got my confirmation. Things will still work out. But I will just say that I must be a Uriah and refrain. I must stay here at the battle front. There will come another time. Thank you Pastor Noles.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Initially today didn’t seem so exciting. One thing I think needs to be confirmed though among the group that is working here is a better idea of the tasks that we are to do and how much, and who else is supposed to be doing the other tasks. I will just leave it at that.
This morning while I was eating and having devotions, Nathan informed me that the food that I was eating was from a box that was previously open, why didn’t anyone tell me? That’s just disgusting. So then Nathan took me to a Diner, where I guess the only thing for me to eat there was their Potato Fries, I didn’t have much of an appetite after eating the cereal.
After we were done eating I basically spent the rest of the day in my room. We talked about a few things and then he showed me some scenes from the TV show The Office. I have come to the conclusion that I am no longer going to watch Hero. It just doesn’t fit the criteria of Philippians 4:8. It is nice though, recently I have had those convictions that when I hear a verse it just automatically convicts me and the Lord in some instances are giving me instance victories. Other times it is not so easy. But all glory to God, I am still growing as a Christian.
Lunch was good, Nathan and I went to get some Pho. Afterwards he dropped me off at the Abrahamson Center, and then I walked to the library, and I stayed there until I had to be at the meetings. Its official I need new shoes. I don’t know when I’m going to get some though, but I need some shoes that will work better in the rain.
I believe the meetings went well. I was basically checking people in the whole time. It was cool after the meeting someone presented with me with a proposition and I really wanted to take it; but I am torn. I know that I will have to come to a set confirmation tomorrow, because I have to get back to this lady tomorrow. Then I was able to talk with my friend from Brazil for a little bit. But…
Oh Lord, the struggle of what shall I do next? Is this from you? Please reveal what I am to do. Oh, how I need to focus. I am preaching tomorrow, so these things will have to wait.
This morning while I was eating and having devotions, Nathan informed me that the food that I was eating was from a box that was previously open, why didn’t anyone tell me? That’s just disgusting. So then Nathan took me to a Diner, where I guess the only thing for me to eat there was their Potato Fries, I didn’t have much of an appetite after eating the cereal.
After we were done eating I basically spent the rest of the day in my room. We talked about a few things and then he showed me some scenes from the TV show The Office. I have come to the conclusion that I am no longer going to watch Hero. It just doesn’t fit the criteria of Philippians 4:8. It is nice though, recently I have had those convictions that when I hear a verse it just automatically convicts me and the Lord in some instances are giving me instance victories. Other times it is not so easy. But all glory to God, I am still growing as a Christian.
Lunch was good, Nathan and I went to get some Pho. Afterwards he dropped me off at the Abrahamson Center, and then I walked to the library, and I stayed there until I had to be at the meetings. Its official I need new shoes. I don’t know when I’m going to get some though, but I need some shoes that will work better in the rain.
I believe the meetings went well. I was basically checking people in the whole time. It was cool after the meeting someone presented with me with a proposition and I really wanted to take it; but I am torn. I know that I will have to come to a set confirmation tomorrow, because I have to get back to this lady tomorrow. Then I was able to talk with my friend from Brazil for a little bit. But…
Oh Lord, the struggle of what shall I do next? Is this from you? Please reveal what I am to do. Oh, how I need to focus. I am preaching tomorrow, so these things will have to wait.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Today was nice. Not much happened. I woke up and worked out. Then I ate breakfast, went to class and then we prayed and ate. When I class was over one of my friends dropped me off at the library, and Nathan was able to get it out of him where I was going, but I later found out from Nathan that he doesn’t know which library I go to. So I still have my secret place. It was nice, because I was able to basically study the whole day. It was just nice to be away from everything. I guess I didn’t really realize how much I miss the setting of academia.
Another really nice thing was that I was able to talk with my Uncle Jemuel from Canada and he said that he would pick me up for Thanksgiving break and then take me back. The plane tickets were just outrageously expensive. So it looks like I’m going to be going to Canada after all in about a month for the first time. I’m pretty excited. God has truly blessed me with a great family.
On the way back I walked the whole 2 something miles back to the house. I thought about taking the bus, but for some reason I think I just needed the walk. I was able to listen to my iPod, so it was a just a good walk. I think I might need new shoes though.
When I got back Nathan and I talked a bit, it was nice. Oh, one other good thing Angelo stopped by, but I wasn’t able to talk with him because I was at the library. But I do need to talk with him about whatever I’m supposed to pay and then what the money was about that he gave me. But I guess until next time…
Another really nice thing was that I was able to talk with my Uncle Jemuel from Canada and he said that he would pick me up for Thanksgiving break and then take me back. The plane tickets were just outrageously expensive. So it looks like I’m going to be going to Canada after all in about a month for the first time. I’m pretty excited. God has truly blessed me with a great family.
On the way back I walked the whole 2 something miles back to the house. I thought about taking the bus, but for some reason I think I just needed the walk. I was able to listen to my iPod, so it was a just a good walk. I think I might need new shoes though.
When I got back Nathan and I talked a bit, it was nice. Oh, one other good thing Angelo stopped by, but I wasn’t able to talk with him because I was at the library. But I do need to talk with him about whatever I’m supposed to pay and then what the money was about that he gave me. But I guess until next time…
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
I’m back into routine, I woke up earlier and worked out. I can already tell that I’m getting stronger because I’m able to add a little more weight. “The Lord is my strength.” It is cool though because I am able to listen to the Bible on my iPod while I’m working out, so I’m getting a good incorporation of godly things into my mind.
Afterwards I came back, got ready, ate breakfast – sometimes I feel kind of bad, but not really, because they have devotions while I’m eating, but I have to be in and out of that house. The topic for devotions was over Romans 8:1-4; and it was hard to contain myself, so I actually spoke up this time because I did a Greek Exegetical paper on those verses a few years ago. It was good though.
At about 9 I was supposed to meet Diane at the church to help them with some network things on the computer, but they got it figured out so they didn’t really need me, so I just went online and talked with my dad.
Class was okay, afterwards they had their prayer session and I’ve determined to help out with the cooking as much as I can – that way I can really learn how to cook. I’m excited though, cause Evita is a great cook. I even included pictures today, because it was Asian.
Another really cool thing is that Little Lance is walking now. He walks on his own. I think I got the video loaded. What do you think?
When I was done eating I got a ride to the 295 and met Chris at the intersection to get on the freeway and rush to the study with Robert. It was a good study. We only got through a quarter of it, but he truly understood, so it was a profitable time. The study went well. Afterwards though, it was great, Chris dropped me off at the library, and now I have a good place to study. I have finally found a quite place to get away from everything and finally buckle down and concentrate and study. For those who don’t know, I have worked in a library for like 4 years (on and off, but including summers). I worked at the Thunderbird Library when I was in High School, I worked at the PUC Library, La Sierra Library, SWAU Library, and Southern Library. What can I say, I think the Lord thinks it may be good for me to work in libraries.
But afterwards the meetings went well. Then Hanif picked me up and I finally got my package that I’ve been waiting for. Its great, this program is so cool. But I’m going to get going. Till next time…
Afterwards I came back, got ready, ate breakfast – sometimes I feel kind of bad, but not really, because they have devotions while I’m eating, but I have to be in and out of that house. The topic for devotions was over Romans 8:1-4; and it was hard to contain myself, so I actually spoke up this time because I did a Greek Exegetical paper on those verses a few years ago. It was good though.
At about 9 I was supposed to meet Diane at the church to help them with some network things on the computer, but they got it figured out so they didn’t really need me, so I just went online and talked with my dad.
Class was okay, afterwards they had their prayer session and I’ve determined to help out with the cooking as much as I can – that way I can really learn how to cook. I’m excited though, cause Evita is a great cook. I even included pictures today, because it was Asian.
Another really cool thing is that Little Lance is walking now. He walks on his own. I think I got the video loaded. What do you think?
When I was done eating I got a ride to the 295 and met Chris at the intersection to get on the freeway and rush to the study with Robert. It was a good study. We only got through a quarter of it, but he truly understood, so it was a profitable time. The study went well. Afterwards though, it was great, Chris dropped me off at the library, and now I have a good place to study. I have finally found a quite place to get away from everything and finally buckle down and concentrate and study. For those who don’t know, I have worked in a library for like 4 years (on and off, but including summers). I worked at the Thunderbird Library when I was in High School, I worked at the PUC Library, La Sierra Library, SWAU Library, and Southern Library. What can I say, I think the Lord thinks it may be good for me to work in libraries.
But afterwards the meetings went well. Then Hanif picked me up and I finally got my package that I’ve been waiting for. Its great, this program is so cool. But I’m going to get going. Till next time…
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Class was switched today. To just say, I can’t wait for Dr. Finley to return to teaching us. The person who made the Net 95 PowerPoint’s was supposed to speak to us, but he’s going to come tomorrow. One cool thing is that I got to talk with my dad. Were discussing how I can get my Dual Citizenship for the Philippines. He’s going to go to the place in the Philippines to figure that out there. It would just be easier for me to have a Filipino Passport in some places – its not always best to be an American when traveling to certain places. It should work out though, because I was born in the Philippines and even my birth certificate says so. LoL. I’m excited, but I’m sure that there’s a lot more work to go through.
After class we had another great meal. I spent some time doing things on my computer after that I went to work out. I feel so motivated to work out again – good thing because I paid for it. I think that its good for that to keep being on my mind. When I was done working out we came back to the house and then I met up with someone to go to the meetings early to set up. But really when I got there everything was nearly set up, so I didn’t have much to do. I just played around with the kids. But I did get to take this health survey, maybe I can scan it later and post it up. I think I did pretty good. LoL.
But I’m not sure how the meetings are really going, I’m officially one of the people who stands outside nearly the whole time scanning people in. Its good though, I’m able to really talk with people and I think I do better at that. But the meetings seem to be going quite well.
Afterwards Nathan and I came back to the house and we thought that there should have been an altar call, but that’s up to the evangelist. It went good, but I’m planning on working out in the morning again, so I need to sleep early again.
After class we had another great meal. I spent some time doing things on my computer after that I went to work out. I feel so motivated to work out again – good thing because I paid for it. I think that its good for that to keep being on my mind. When I was done working out we came back to the house and then I met up with someone to go to the meetings early to set up. But really when I got there everything was nearly set up, so I didn’t have much to do. I just played around with the kids. But I did get to take this health survey, maybe I can scan it later and post it up. I think I did pretty good. LoL.
But I’m not sure how the meetings are really going, I’m officially one of the people who stands outside nearly the whole time scanning people in. Its good though, I’m able to really talk with people and I think I do better at that. But the meetings seem to be going quite well.
Afterwards Nathan and I came back to the house and we thought that there should have been an altar call, but that’s up to the evangelist. It went good, but I’m planning on working out in the morning again, so I need to sleep early again.
Monday, October 8, 2007
How did your weekend go?
There are just days when I do not want to really do anything. Its probably due to a number of things: the whether being at the top of the list – it was in the 50’s all day; second I had a hard time sleeping, even though I told someone that I was going to let them go so that I could sleep; and then just the feel that I don’t want to be here right now – I’m probably just homesick.
But class was okay. I guess I’m sitting in the back now, because Dr. Derose didn’t think I was back from my trip yet and is sitting where I was sitting. Its okay, either way, I’m still in class, haha. But after class I didn’t really pray with the rest of the group, kind of just kept to myself. The food was great though, if anything I really miss Evita’s food. She’s such a great cook. But afterwards I went and prayed by myself. It was good – I need to pray more.
At 3:30 Hanif and I went on our rounds for visitations. It was good, helped to lift up my spirits (in a non immortality of the soul kind of way). But it was good, there were several people who were interested in returning, and then there were others who just weren’t there, or they were not interested at all. But it basically took the whole day. We didn’t come back until 8 something. But I was so tired, so we didn’t work out. And initially I was going to work out tomorrow morning, but now its getting late – these phone calls, yeah… LoL.
But class was okay. I guess I’m sitting in the back now, because Dr. Derose didn’t think I was back from my trip yet and is sitting where I was sitting. Its okay, either way, I’m still in class, haha. But after class I didn’t really pray with the rest of the group, kind of just kept to myself. The food was great though, if anything I really miss Evita’s food. She’s such a great cook. But afterwards I went and prayed by myself. It was good – I need to pray more.
At 3:30 Hanif and I went on our rounds for visitations. It was good, helped to lift up my spirits (in a non immortality of the soul kind of way). But it was good, there were several people who were interested in returning, and then there were others who just weren’t there, or they were not interested at all. But it basically took the whole day. We didn’t come back until 8 something. But I was so tired, so we didn’t work out. And initially I was going to work out tomorrow morning, but now its getting late – these phone calls, yeah… LoL.
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Stolen Car
Do any of you go to sleep and tell yourself to wake up early and then you wake up really early? Well, I woke up at 2:30ish and was like, too early; so I went back to sleep, and woke up at 4:00 and just laid there, and finally got out of bed at 4:20, took a shower, got ready, finished packing and left at 5.
Before we left I received a phone call from Andrews Transportation Services, they really need to get organized; but on our way to the airport we were taking a short cut and there just happened to be construction and I thought that my flight was leaving at 6, so we rushed and got there at 5:30ish and then I got checked-in and realized that my flight didn’t leave until 6:30. When I got on the plane I began to have my devotions, and it was powerful – really convicting. I was reading about the investigative judgment. It really makes one rethink many of the things that they may have planned. The rest of the time I just slept or listened to my iPod.
When I arrived in Detroit it didn’t take long to get off the plane and figure out where my next plane was leaving. I had already arranged to eat breakfast with a friend. So we met and went over to the Westin lobby and had breakfast. For some reason I didn’t like the pancakes that I ordered, but what my friend got seemed pretty good. It was a good time. Thanks 잔 보 은 (I think that’s how you spell it). She said that I could share a story about her. Just this week she thought that her car got stolen because she was looking for it for 40 minutes and then couldn’t find it, so she called her dad and then she went to the police station and was going to filled a stolen car, but said that she would look for it a little longer. About a minute after she was picked up from her father she found her car. LoL. I think its funny; but afterwards we talked a little bit and looked at the different designs of the building and took some pictures.
One thing that is really cool about this Hotel is that it is directly connected with the airport and no one really seems to know that so I went directly into the airport through the Hotel. I didn’t even have to wait in line. Before I got on the plane I talked with my friend a little bit more and then it got too loud over the speaker so we just text.
2 hours later I arrived in Portland, ME and awaited my friends arrival. He got lost. I do have to admit if I didn’t know the streets around here I would get confused too, there is poor signs around. Sad to say when I got back I ate out with Hanif at the Thai restaurant and then we planned on working out in an hour but I fell asleep – that’s what happens when you lack sleep. But we did actually work out. It was good. Afterwards though I came back and fell asleep again, and then we went to the meetings.
The meetings seem to be going really well. Mrs. Finley is preaching much better. It is going quite well. Till tomorrow…
Before we left I received a phone call from Andrews Transportation Services, they really need to get organized; but on our way to the airport we were taking a short cut and there just happened to be construction and I thought that my flight was leaving at 6, so we rushed and got there at 5:30ish and then I got checked-in and realized that my flight didn’t leave until 6:30. When I got on the plane I began to have my devotions, and it was powerful – really convicting. I was reading about the investigative judgment. It really makes one rethink many of the things that they may have planned. The rest of the time I just slept or listened to my iPod.
When I arrived in Detroit it didn’t take long to get off the plane and figure out where my next plane was leaving. I had already arranged to eat breakfast with a friend. So we met and went over to the Westin lobby and had breakfast. For some reason I didn’t like the pancakes that I ordered, but what my friend got seemed pretty good. It was a good time. Thanks 잔 보 은 (I think that’s how you spell it). She said that I could share a story about her. Just this week she thought that her car got stolen because she was looking for it for 40 minutes and then couldn’t find it, so she called her dad and then she went to the police station and was going to filled a stolen car, but said that she would look for it a little longer. About a minute after she was picked up from her father she found her car. LoL. I think its funny; but afterwards we talked a little bit and looked at the different designs of the building and took some pictures.
One thing that is really cool about this Hotel is that it is directly connected with the airport and no one really seems to know that so I went directly into the airport through the Hotel. I didn’t even have to wait in line. Before I got on the plane I talked with my friend a little bit more and then it got too loud over the speaker so we just text.
2 hours later I arrived in Portland, ME and awaited my friends arrival. He got lost. I do have to admit if I didn’t know the streets around here I would get confused too, there is poor signs around. Sad to say when I got back I ate out with Hanif at the Thai restaurant and then we planned on working out in an hour but I fell asleep – that’s what happens when you lack sleep. But we did actually work out. It was good. Afterwards though I came back and fell asleep again, and then we went to the meetings.
The meetings seem to be going really well. Mrs. Finley is preaching much better. It is going quite well. Till tomorrow…
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Sunset on Lake Michigan
Sabbath is always good. I must say, I almost don’t want to go back – but I know that I have to. Chris came over for breakfast, and man was I hungry, I actually ate more then anyone else. The food was pretty good though. I must admit, I miss Tim’s cooking. Good times at Southwestern will never be replaced though.
For church we went to the Fil-Am Michiana Church. Its always entertaining to me for people to find out that I’m actually Filipino, but the sermon was really good. Dr. DePrez preached (more taught) on Colossians 2:16 from a linguistic perspective about sabbath, feasts, etc. It was very well done. Quite impressive. I truly had never heard it from that angle.
After church we went back to the apartment and basically talked the afternoon away. It was good. I miss talking with the Perenich’s about godly things. For the closing of Sabbath we went to Lake Michigan and saw the sunset. I must say, it is quite nice. If I didn’t snow there I would so get a winter apartment there, but the only other thing would be the drive to Andrews everyday – which is really only about 15-20 minutes, but in the snow, I don’t know?! We actually closed the Sabbath with some friends from Southwestern. It was good to see them.
For dinner I got me a Quizno’s and we went back to the apartment. We talked for about an hour, and I realized that I have to get up at like 4:30 tomorrow morning. So this is going to have to be the end of this blog. Night!
For church we went to the Fil-Am Michiana Church. Its always entertaining to me for people to find out that I’m actually Filipino, but the sermon was really good. Dr. DePrez preached (more taught) on Colossians 2:16 from a linguistic perspective about sabbath, feasts, etc. It was very well done. Quite impressive. I truly had never heard it from that angle.
After church we went back to the apartment and basically talked the afternoon away. It was good. I miss talking with the Perenich’s about godly things. For the closing of Sabbath we went to Lake Michigan and saw the sunset. I must say, it is quite nice. If I didn’t snow there I would so get a winter apartment there, but the only other thing would be the drive to Andrews everyday – which is really only about 15-20 minutes, but in the snow, I don’t know?! We actually closed the Sabbath with some friends from Southwestern. It was good to see them.
For dinner I got me a Quizno’s and we went back to the apartment. We talked for about an hour, and I realized that I have to get up at like 4:30 tomorrow morning. So this is going to have to be the end of this blog. Night!
Friday, October 5, 2007
Do You Speak Spanish?
Today I got up, had devotions, and then went to the café to eat with Janrey. The food was better – I actually found something to eat this time (maybe I’m just too picky, but I just want to follow the health message on this one). After we were don eating, we went to the Library and I went to research a little bit, but the internet wasn’t working on my computer so I went to ITS – Andrews officially has the worst internet services of any Adventist campus that I have ever visited. At ITS though, I met a Korean guy who is studying for his D.Min. He was really nice. I told him about some of my fascinations with Koreans, and then I told him that I was Filipino and remembered there being a lot of Koreans at AIIAS.
Afterwards, Janrey and I went back to the library to make sure that I got my research done. The bad thing is that they didn’t have any of the books, except for two, that Dr. Finley asked me to read – but those I found online, so I just ordered them. Then I decided to go to the ABC before they closed at 3. When I got there someone asked me, “Do you speak Spanish?” And I was like, “Uhh, no, well, muy pocito.” See I really don’t speak Spanish, I don’t even know how to spell things. But she kept persisting, so I tried to help her. She was wondering if the book that she was getting in English was the equivalent to the Spanish version. I think it was.
I was thinking of getting the Ellen White’s Writings CD for MAC, because this is the Spirit of Prophecy of month, so everything by Ellen White is on sale. But I don’t think that the CD works on the new MAC’s, so I decided not to get it, because I’m planning on getting a new MAC next year. So really all I got was the book entitled Prayer by Ellen White and then I got the [Re:]ally DVD that was just recently released.
Since I didn’t have anywhere else to go, I went to the Howard Performance Center and read a little bit, and then I worked some more online. I finally got a frequently flyer account for Northwest Airlines, that way I get some miles on my flight home. I was also to edit some things online. It was interesting though, I got to meet my friend Josh from Southwestern. I haven’t seen him in years. It was pretty cool.
A few hours later Tim finally picked me up, and we went to get some rice and eat at his house. I got to meet his friend Chris. Chris is a good guy. He went to Southern a few years ago, and now he’s doing an MA in Archeology at Andrews. It was good to get to know him better. We actually met a few years ago at Tim’s wedding.
We actually spent a long time talking, and now I know that I’m going to be tired tomorrow. So night.
Afterwards, Janrey and I went back to the library to make sure that I got my research done. The bad thing is that they didn’t have any of the books, except for two, that Dr. Finley asked me to read – but those I found online, so I just ordered them. Then I decided to go to the ABC before they closed at 3. When I got there someone asked me, “Do you speak Spanish?” And I was like, “Uhh, no, well, muy pocito.” See I really don’t speak Spanish, I don’t even know how to spell things. But she kept persisting, so I tried to help her. She was wondering if the book that she was getting in English was the equivalent to the Spanish version. I think it was.
I was thinking of getting the Ellen White’s Writings CD for MAC, because this is the Spirit of Prophecy of month, so everything by Ellen White is on sale. But I don’t think that the CD works on the new MAC’s, so I decided not to get it, because I’m planning on getting a new MAC next year. So really all I got was the book entitled Prayer by Ellen White and then I got the [Re:]ally DVD that was just recently released.
Since I didn’t have anywhere else to go, I went to the Howard Performance Center and read a little bit, and then I worked some more online. I finally got a frequently flyer account for Northwest Airlines, that way I get some miles on my flight home. I was also to edit some things online. It was interesting though, I got to meet my friend Josh from Southwestern. I haven’t seen him in years. It was pretty cool.
A few hours later Tim finally picked me up, and we went to get some rice and eat at his house. I got to meet his friend Chris. Chris is a good guy. He went to Southern a few years ago, and now he’s doing an MA in Archeology at Andrews. It was good to get to know him better. We actually met a few years ago at Tim’s wedding.
We actually spent a long time talking, and now I know that I’m going to be tired tomorrow. So night.
Thursday, October 4, 2007
One Long Day
Well, I woke up and had a good devotional. I am still reading The Great Controversy. I’m in the chapter entitled Modern Revivals. It’s quite good. Actually I finished reading the chapter, because I really didn’t know what else to do. On an underlying note, I strongly believe that the Lord is leading my life. It is pretty cool, sometimes you wonder, sometimes you know.
Afterwards I went to the cafeteria at 8 to meet with Cha. Its good to know that I have friends in many places. I must say, I already miss my own breakfast. I didn’t eat anything, even though it was free for me. Well, I did get a Pina Colada smoothie. It was okay – it lasted me a long time.
When we were done we walked toward the James White Library, but on my way I saw Janrey Roa – a good friend from Academy. Wow, it had been years. He really doesn’t look that different, but its been over 6 years since I had last seen him. I think I look a bit different. I’m a little taller, even though it might be hard for many people to think that I was any shorter then I am now, but I’ve lost a lot of acne, and my weight is much better proportioned, I guess my hair is different too.
But we spent some time catching up, and then I went to the Administration building to go on a campus tour – nothing really applied to me, but now I know where everything is at Andrews. I then had a meeting with the financial advisor – they are trying to charge me with having to pay insurance, even though I won’t be a registered student in a program. So they were going back and forth on my situation. I must say, Andrews is very disorganized – expected better. But then I was like how about you direct me to the place for insurance and let me talk with them. So I went to talk with the lady who is in charge of that and showed her my military ID and she let me pass, so my worries on that are waived. How cool? The Lord always takes care of his people.
After that I had a meeting with Dr. O’Reggio, but he went to the hospital and my meeting was canceled, so I talked with another guy who had no knowledge of my situation. Basically I told him to just give me a schedule of what courses are going to be offered next semester and let me figure out my schedule, because I already know what I want to do. But obviously I said it much nicer. LoL. Before that though I met one of my other friends from PUC, good times, good times. I remember him from my freshman year – I was the only freshman brave enough to take Greek that year.
Well, at noon I didn’t know what to do, so I spend some time with Tim in the Religious Liberties office. After that I got hungry and went to the café, the food was a little better for lunch, I actually ate something. I was supposed to meet up with my friend, Genaida. We went to PUC together, she was a great friend then and still is now.
When I was done with lunch I rushed to another meeting. Basically I just talked with the lady, she was pretty cool. We seemed to talk more about the things that are happening in her life then about the things that about this campus. But then I went to the Seminary because I had a meeting with someone for the Ph.D. program. I am basically highly convicted that I am not going to do my Ph.D. at Andrews – their requirements just don’t add up with the program that I am actually interested in. I think the one that has grabbed my interest the most is Oxford University. I really need to start to prepare myself for getting accepted into their program.
When I was done with that I walked around a little bit talking to different people about working in different areas on campus, but then I found out that I am not aloud to work on campus because I will not be a student registered under a specific program at Andrews – I fully do not agree with that system, its okay though, the Lord will provide.
Some time later I saw Chad and Eric Washburn, the twins from the theology program at PUC. It was good to get to see them again. After we had talked for awhile they took me to the Siegfried Horn Archeological Museum. I talked with them about a possible job, this may be a possibility. We’ll see though.
I then walked to the ABC, and no job openings there either. But who knows? I did ask them about a few books that Dr. Finley said they should have. They didn’t have a single one. So I called him back and he recommended a few more books, all of which were also hard to find. I will have to go to the library tomorrow.
When I was done with that I went back to my room to just relax and called a few different people on the way. I also saw a house for rent and called the owner, he said that I can tour it anytime. So I think I will do that tomorrow too. I am sure that the Lord will also provide my housing.
I fell asleep for a little while and then I woke up to a phone call from Genaida. So we went to get something to eat from Beguitte’s. It was really good. I will so eat there in the future. We planned to go to the beach and just hang out, but we just went to her house. It was cool, I got to spend some time with her family. Her mom was also making some applesauce – it was really good. Afterwards we played ping pong for a while, the latter half of the time I was teaching her how to play and she got really good. I also got a phone call around that time.
But I eventually got back to my room and met with Janrey. For the first few minutes we just talked, but then he started to watch a Filipino movie, I think it was BCuz of U. So I decided to talk to my friend. We talked for a good while, but then she had to go, so I finished watching the movie. It was longer then I thought, but Janrey and I got to catch up for a while. We talked about Academy days a little bit, because we were looking through pictures that I have from back in the day.
Now its time to go to sleep…I don’t think that tomorrow is going to be much shorter.
Afterwards I went to the cafeteria at 8 to meet with Cha. Its good to know that I have friends in many places. I must say, I already miss my own breakfast. I didn’t eat anything, even though it was free for me. Well, I did get a Pina Colada smoothie. It was okay – it lasted me a long time.
When we were done we walked toward the James White Library, but on my way I saw Janrey Roa – a good friend from Academy. Wow, it had been years. He really doesn’t look that different, but its been over 6 years since I had last seen him. I think I look a bit different. I’m a little taller, even though it might be hard for many people to think that I was any shorter then I am now, but I’ve lost a lot of acne, and my weight is much better proportioned, I guess my hair is different too.
But we spent some time catching up, and then I went to the Administration building to go on a campus tour – nothing really applied to me, but now I know where everything is at Andrews. I then had a meeting with the financial advisor – they are trying to charge me with having to pay insurance, even though I won’t be a registered student in a program. So they were going back and forth on my situation. I must say, Andrews is very disorganized – expected better. But then I was like how about you direct me to the place for insurance and let me talk with them. So I went to talk with the lady who is in charge of that and showed her my military ID and she let me pass, so my worries on that are waived. How cool? The Lord always takes care of his people.
After that I had a meeting with Dr. O’Reggio, but he went to the hospital and my meeting was canceled, so I talked with another guy who had no knowledge of my situation. Basically I told him to just give me a schedule of what courses are going to be offered next semester and let me figure out my schedule, because I already know what I want to do. But obviously I said it much nicer. LoL. Before that though I met one of my other friends from PUC, good times, good times. I remember him from my freshman year – I was the only freshman brave enough to take Greek that year.
Well, at noon I didn’t know what to do, so I spend some time with Tim in the Religious Liberties office. After that I got hungry and went to the café, the food was a little better for lunch, I actually ate something. I was supposed to meet up with my friend, Genaida. We went to PUC together, she was a great friend then and still is now.
When I was done with lunch I rushed to another meeting. Basically I just talked with the lady, she was pretty cool. We seemed to talk more about the things that are happening in her life then about the things that about this campus. But then I went to the Seminary because I had a meeting with someone for the Ph.D. program. I am basically highly convicted that I am not going to do my Ph.D. at Andrews – their requirements just don’t add up with the program that I am actually interested in. I think the one that has grabbed my interest the most is Oxford University. I really need to start to prepare myself for getting accepted into their program.
When I was done with that I walked around a little bit talking to different people about working in different areas on campus, but then I found out that I am not aloud to work on campus because I will not be a student registered under a specific program at Andrews – I fully do not agree with that system, its okay though, the Lord will provide.
Some time later I saw Chad and Eric Washburn, the twins from the theology program at PUC. It was good to get to see them again. After we had talked for awhile they took me to the Siegfried Horn Archeological Museum. I talked with them about a possible job, this may be a possibility. We’ll see though.
I then walked to the ABC, and no job openings there either. But who knows? I did ask them about a few books that Dr. Finley said they should have. They didn’t have a single one. So I called him back and he recommended a few more books, all of which were also hard to find. I will have to go to the library tomorrow.
When I was done with that I went back to my room to just relax and called a few different people on the way. I also saw a house for rent and called the owner, he said that I can tour it anytime. So I think I will do that tomorrow too. I am sure that the Lord will also provide my housing.
I fell asleep for a little while and then I woke up to a phone call from Genaida. So we went to get something to eat from Beguitte’s. It was really good. I will so eat there in the future. We planned to go to the beach and just hang out, but we just went to her house. It was cool, I got to spend some time with her family. Her mom was also making some applesauce – it was really good. Afterwards we played ping pong for a while, the latter half of the time I was teaching her how to play and she got really good. I also got a phone call around that time.
But I eventually got back to my room and met with Janrey. For the first few minutes we just talked, but then he started to watch a Filipino movie, I think it was BCuz of U. So I decided to talk to my friend. We talked for a good while, but then she had to go, so I finished watching the movie. It was longer then I thought, but Janrey and I got to catch up for a while. We talked about Academy days a little bit, because we were looking through pictures that I have from back in the day.
Now its time to go to sleep…I don’t think that tomorrow is going to be much shorter.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Wow, this is amazing, I’m in Michigan. For those of you who don’t know this is one of the last states on my list of states within the US that I have not been to. It’s a bit exciting. I have quite a few friends here, and I didn’t really tell that many of them that I was coming.
But I have to admit, I didn’t pay that much attention in class. Nathan and I were trying to figure out a ministry. Well, because we believe that the combination of Revival and Evangelism will bring a unity within the work that has not yet really been done. Initially we were thinking of C.O.R.E. (Center of Revival Evangelism) or I.R.E. (Institute of Revival Evangelism), what do you think? Any ideas anyone?
After class I had to print off some things. That way I could check in with no problems. Afterwards we prayed, and thank you Hanif for remembering me in your prayers, then we ate my last really good meal for a few days – I am just not a big fan of cafeteria food now. But we had some good food and then rushed off to a Bible study.
To put it simply, I have a true genuine heart for Robert. Oh how I wish you will let the truth make you free. Basically we just spent the time talking with him and sharing a few verses here and there, whatever the spirit really impressed upon us. I must say, it pains me to see him struggle so much. Afterwards we went rushed to the airport and got me checked in – thank you Chris for taking me.
My bags were checked – lol – every now and then that happens to me, but they thought that my external hard drive was probably a bomb or something, well really they thought that it was a portable DVD player and that I was just being difficult about taking it out. Just a personal observation on the way that they do check-in at the Portland Jetport, they need to work on their services and way of going through security, because I could tell that it was very disorganized and that something needs to change. But the Detroit Airport was amazingly nice. I was very much impressed. Its probably as big if not bigger than Sky Harbor (Phoenix International Airport).
My flight was delayed a little bit, but eventually I got to South Bend and just awaited my ride. I could tell by my first impression that Andrews is not very organized. For instance, I cancelled my pick up ride with them and yet they showed up. I even told them, “don’t pick me up, I have someone already picking me up.” Yet they understood not. Well, I guess it was kind of them.
Its actually pretty hard for me to believe that I’m at Andrews University, that means that I have not yet visited Oakwood, Walla Walla, and Union – other then for that I’ve either attended or spoken at every Adventist University/College in the US. But wow, I’m at like Adventist Jerusalem. I was thinking of writing some articles entitled “Andrews & Andrews: The Man Behind the Institution.” Well, thank you Cha for picking me up. I’m debating who to get in contact with first, but I have already seen some friends from before – well one guy from Southwestern.
Its starting to get late now, so till next time…
But I have to admit, I didn’t pay that much attention in class. Nathan and I were trying to figure out a ministry. Well, because we believe that the combination of Revival and Evangelism will bring a unity within the work that has not yet really been done. Initially we were thinking of C.O.R.E. (Center of Revival Evangelism) or I.R.E. (Institute of Revival Evangelism), what do you think? Any ideas anyone?
After class I had to print off some things. That way I could check in with no problems. Afterwards we prayed, and thank you Hanif for remembering me in your prayers, then we ate my last really good meal for a few days – I am just not a big fan of cafeteria food now. But we had some good food and then rushed off to a Bible study.
To put it simply, I have a true genuine heart for Robert. Oh how I wish you will let the truth make you free. Basically we just spent the time talking with him and sharing a few verses here and there, whatever the spirit really impressed upon us. I must say, it pains me to see him struggle so much. Afterwards we went rushed to the airport and got me checked in – thank you Chris for taking me.
My bags were checked – lol – every now and then that happens to me, but they thought that my external hard drive was probably a bomb or something, well really they thought that it was a portable DVD player and that I was just being difficult about taking it out. Just a personal observation on the way that they do check-in at the Portland Jetport, they need to work on their services and way of going through security, because I could tell that it was very disorganized and that something needs to change. But the Detroit Airport was amazingly nice. I was very much impressed. Its probably as big if not bigger than Sky Harbor (Phoenix International Airport).
My flight was delayed a little bit, but eventually I got to South Bend and just awaited my ride. I could tell by my first impression that Andrews is not very organized. For instance, I cancelled my pick up ride with them and yet they showed up. I even told them, “don’t pick me up, I have someone already picking me up.” Yet they understood not. Well, I guess it was kind of them.
Its actually pretty hard for me to believe that I’m at Andrews University, that means that I have not yet visited Oakwood, Walla Walla, and Union – other then for that I’ve either attended or spoken at every Adventist University/College in the US. But wow, I’m at like Adventist Jerusalem. I was thinking of writing some articles entitled “Andrews & Andrews: The Man Behind the Institution.” Well, thank you Cha for picking me up. I’m debating who to get in contact with first, but I have already seen some friends from before – well one guy from Southwestern.
Its starting to get late now, so till next time…
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Dr. Derose taught class this morning. Afterwards we had prayer and then we ate. I must say, I am so thankful for Evita’s food. Maybe I will ask her if I can post recipes online. She seriously has made some of the best food that I have ever had. She’s a great cook.
Afterwards though I did not have much to do until the series, so I just came back and decided to work some more on my articles for Andrews. I am really excited about these articles. I hope that they will be a great blessing to the people. I’m nearly done with half of them. They are really coming along. I truly praise the Lord for these articles. I hope that they are straight from heaven, because if it were otherwise they would not be worthy for the people of God.
While writing, to be honest I was so tired. I had a hard time sleeping because I was wondering about things that are coming up. For instance I’m leaving for Michigan (Andrews) tomorrow. Basically I’m going there to check out the campus and make sure that everything for my registration process will go successful. I must say, its getting pretty expensive.
Recently, I have taken some serious considerations into taking a year off school before I got into a Doctoral program. I mean that’s going to be another three years of school, and I think I need a break to help save up some money and to just work some things out, otherwise.
The meeting’s went much better – especially for a Tuesday night. We had over 161 people come through. I know because I was a “scanner.” It’s amazing. Tonight’s topic was basically “If God is so good, why is there suffering?” Things went very well. But people were continually coming throughout the entire meeting, well, up until 8:00 so I didn’t really get to go into the meeting at all. But by the sound of it, things must have been going well.
Its time to sleep though. I am hoping to work out tomorrow. Today I didn’t workout at all. Till then…
Afterwards though I did not have much to do until the series, so I just came back and decided to work some more on my articles for Andrews. I am really excited about these articles. I hope that they will be a great blessing to the people. I’m nearly done with half of them. They are really coming along. I truly praise the Lord for these articles. I hope that they are straight from heaven, because if it were otherwise they would not be worthy for the people of God.
While writing, to be honest I was so tired. I had a hard time sleeping because I was wondering about things that are coming up. For instance I’m leaving for Michigan (Andrews) tomorrow. Basically I’m going there to check out the campus and make sure that everything for my registration process will go successful. I must say, its getting pretty expensive.
Recently, I have taken some serious considerations into taking a year off school before I got into a Doctoral program. I mean that’s going to be another three years of school, and I think I need a break to help save up some money and to just work some things out, otherwise.
The meeting’s went much better – especially for a Tuesday night. We had over 161 people come through. I know because I was a “scanner.” It’s amazing. Tonight’s topic was basically “If God is so good, why is there suffering?” Things went very well. But people were continually coming throughout the entire meeting, well, up until 8:00 so I didn’t really get to go into the meeting at all. But by the sound of it, things must have been going well.
Its time to sleep though. I am hoping to work out tomorrow. Today I didn’t workout at all. Till then…
Monday, October 1, 2007
YES!!!
Our first class was taught by Mark Finley, it was a great class. Afterwards the coolest thing, he finally gave me a book list and interestingly enough, he gave me his personal phone number. That is just so cool. I don’t know what to really call him about, but who knows it may come in hand someday.
Afterwards we organized the different territories that we were supposed to visit – basically since us students are inexperienced we were given those people who only came once and have not returned. I don’t know, sometimes I think that they really underestimate us; but it’s good for our pride – it really deflates us.
But it was interesting Hanif and I were paired up and we were off. The first house we arrived to the people were intent on coming back. Basically we went all over the Southern Maine area. So I have really gotten to see a lot of Maine. We took the territory of the outskirts of those who have come to the meetings. It took us up until 7:30. Some of the locations that we visited were really nice, but one of them really freaked Hanif out. When we went to Cape Elizabeth he was scared, it was just entertaining, because he likes to work out and is pretty fit; but when he got into the dark especially at this place which made it seem like a house from the “Rapping’s” of the 1800’s. It was like a house from Elm Street or something. Haha, those were in my unconverted days.
But Maine is still nice. When we got back we worked out and basically I intended to sleep early; but Monday’s I usually stay up a little later – and only some people know why. All I can say is that I’m ecstatic.
Till tomorrow…
Afterwards we organized the different territories that we were supposed to visit – basically since us students are inexperienced we were given those people who only came once and have not returned. I don’t know, sometimes I think that they really underestimate us; but it’s good for our pride – it really deflates us.
But it was interesting Hanif and I were paired up and we were off. The first house we arrived to the people were intent on coming back. Basically we went all over the Southern Maine area. So I have really gotten to see a lot of Maine. We took the territory of the outskirts of those who have come to the meetings. It took us up until 7:30. Some of the locations that we visited were really nice, but one of them really freaked Hanif out. When we went to Cape Elizabeth he was scared, it was just entertaining, because he likes to work out and is pretty fit; but when he got into the dark especially at this place which made it seem like a house from the “Rapping’s” of the 1800’s. It was like a house from Elm Street or something. Haha, those were in my unconverted days.
But Maine is still nice. When we got back we worked out and basically I intended to sleep early; but Monday’s I usually stay up a little later – and only some people know why. All I can say is that I’m ecstatic.
Till tomorrow…
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